angel vs devil

2011-08-08T22:54:00.002+08:00

hey bloggy :D
just finished Nicholas Sparks's book : The Last Song

this is the second book i've read of his.....

the first book is delicated to : Message In A Bottle

as i remember, i was just browsing through websites to read Ebook...
then , i chanced upon "Message In A Bottle"

as i read the prologue,
i was quite bored as it tells the history of messages in bottles...
almost wanted to cast away and delete the file from my phone...
little did i know that it was a book that fasinates me after many of the books i've read...
towards the ending, i remembered that i was at the MacDonald's,
i almost wanted to cry....
i thought that the story had one of the most sad endings that i've ever read...
About how the pair of lover lost their chances of being together,
and being seperated by life and death...

As i browse for my next book to read from Sparks,
i chanced upon the book : The Last Song
from what i rembered, i remembered it as a movie that cast Miley Cyrus...
felt sad towards the ending, but the ending wasn't a absolute sad one :D
it is :
"A story about family, first loves, second chances, and the moments in life that leads you back home"

i wonder what is the next book that i'm gonna read!!!
can't wait!!!

2011-07-19T11:23:00.002+08:00

hi :D

it has been long since i've last posted...

oh ya!!!
on 8 July,
i got a rehersal for a performance....
had to slip class outing ...
HAH!

it feels kinda weird to stand infront of the stage after so long that i've last performed...
made a few mistake here and there....
was kinda nervous... (even though it just a rehersal...)
it feels nice to go back to band...
to see new faces....
to see how is juniors performing with new responsibility.... :D

almost had a slip when i was on my way to take my mouthpiece....
so scary...
face almost reached the ground....
WHOA!!!!

after everything,
it felt as though i had a free workout....
Band is so fun...
miss my instrument.... XD

i'm pondering...

2011-07-07T17:21:00.002+08:00

i really wonder...
but i really feel insignificant....
i dun really wanna feel that way,
and i should just ignore those thoughts,
but being a human, i just wanna feel accepted...

AM I INVISIBLE???

2011-07-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

yo!!!!

since this monday, i'm no longer a vegetarian!!!

i wanna eat SUSHI!!!!
i love sushi!!!!

and ya....
my god brother is finally cutting bald for HAIR FOR HOPE in school :D
his hair is however, super, duper, long :P

haha!!!!

i feel so relax after passing up my MacroEcons individual work!!!!

byebye now!!!!
gonna have enough rest so i dun fall asleep in class tomorro :D

CAMP ROCK / Camp Rock 2

2011-07-02T00:47:00.003+08:00

Yo!!!!

had a chance to watch Camp Rock and Camp Rock 2 today!!!!

i especially LOVE this part *the one below*

Joe Jonas and the rest of Jonas Brother Rocks!!!
and not forgetting Demi Lovato :D

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2011-07-01T10:58:00.000+08:00

you!!!!
*no one in particular... :D

listen to this if you want :D

2011-06-30T00:10:00.003+08:00

hey yo!!!

i dunno why,
but sometimes ppl locks themself in the invisible wall of theirs.....

well,
i don't mean that having a invisible wall is not a good or a bad thing....
i do have an invisible wall myself, just like any others you see...

an invisible can be one of the ways that ppl protects themselves from pain, from getting hurt...
but that doesn't mean that one have to always hide behind the wall.
some ppl do put up walls of so many layers that there might be no one that can even approach the person behind the cold hard wall...
hence, making themselves even more miserable...

ppl that have invisible walls of many layers,
doesn't mean that they are willing to hide themselves.
ppl can be struggling to break through the wall, just trying to be happier.
ppl can be building up another layer of wall, because ppl bullies them and there is no one there to defend them.

so, when you feel that someone is always putting distance within others or something along the line,
why not just approach them and let them know that they might just have a friend in you :D

who knows, the person might just be you best friend for your whole life :D

GO LISTEN TO CASTLE WALLS!!!
T.I. - Castle Walls ft. Christina Aguilera LYRICS

:X

2011-06-27T17:27:00.001+08:00

hARLO!!!!!

i'm so FED UP with WP!!!!!
so troublesome... :P :(

see....

blogspots are much more better!!!

2011-06-21T16:35:00.002+08:00

yo!!!!

yesterday went back to PYMB :D
helping out in a performance....

doing gimmicks and playing music....

got very lost as i haven't started memorising my scores.....

i'm now having leg, arms, waist cramps and stuff....
kindda enjoyed the practice....
after so long of not being able to play trumpet!!!!
miss the tiredness of not being in band... all the running and stuff....
hahaha!!! :D

the band is very small...
so much for having teachers and principal that says that they will help our band to have more juniors coming...
they want PYMB to win awards but yet do not wan to help out with the problems that we are facing now..... haizz......

PYMB Rocks!!!!

2011-06-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

what is friendship???

to me,
i strongly feel that friendship is a very important part of my life... :D

well i think its because for me,
my parent are d_ v _ r c _ d...
* can you guess??? *super easy

and they often quarel and stuff....
and my sis and i have a age gap...
so its hard to actually find someone friendly,
and actually knows wad on earth i am saying...

I'm very glad that i found a friend,
a very fated friend,
to actually talk about all these things....

but there are also types of "FRIENDs" that i detest....
well.... let's just say my very superly good fated friend,Yuki
and this good friend, Miko.

Miko is a very quiet and attitude gal....
she often only talks about studies and you know, the type of boring stuff...
and since the 3 of us knew each other very long, we often gather and have reccess and gatherings in secondary school...

during our last year in secondary school, Miko and Yuki are both in the same class...
and well, me in the second class...
the gals in M and Y class are grouped in cliques...
and since M don't really talk about anything except studies and boring stuff, no one actually talks to her except Yuki because Y is afraid that M might get lonely...

and then , one day, some ppl in the 'bitchy' group started to talk to her...
and the "bitchy" ppl always likes to tease her and insults her...
she asked....
" erm... can i ask why you dun often talk to me??? is it because i always hang out with Y???
is this why you all don't talk to me???"

i mean... hey, we are always talking to you and helps you when yoyu have problems and then you say bad things behind our back, and treats us as BACKUP FRIENDS????

when she have problems, she'll always find us to talk to...
yes...
of cause we as her friends we wouldn't mind but do you have treat us as nothing????

haizz....
attitude ppl....

2011-06-09T23:02:00.003+08:00

Keri Hilson- Knock You Down

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids,
yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile'
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say,
ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it with my girl today,
kick it with my girl today

I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high
Till I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing,
don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good

Said if I could back,
and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could

Miss Independent,
ohh, to the fullest,
the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight

Girl sometimes love
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)

Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that,
always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby
we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick,
hey young world
I'm the new slick rick

They say I move too quick,
but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes

How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic'
Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin',
now I'm crashin'

This is bad, real bad,
Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now,
I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa,
I'll admit it,
I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa,
and if it hits better make it worth the fall

(When it comes around)
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)

Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens,
heyBut when it happens you're gonna feel it,
let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it,
let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

© WARNER-TAMERLANE PUBLISHING CORP; YRP MUSIC PUBLISHING;these lyrics are submitted by YA gurl paristhese lyrics are last corrected by Faith aka LiL MaMa

2011-06-09T00:43:00.002+08:00

Owl City: Deer In The Headlights Lyrics :D

Met a girl in the parking lot

And all I did was say hello

Her pepper spray made it rather hard

For me to walk her home

But I guess that's the way it goes

Tell me again was it love at first sight

When I walked by and you caught my eye

Didn't you know love could shine this bright

Well smile because you're the deer in the headlights

Met a girl with a graceful charm

But when beauty met the beast he froze

Got the sense I was not her type

By the black eye and bloody nose

But I guess that's the way it goes

Tell me again was it love at first sight

When I walked by and you caught my eye

Didn't you know love could shine this bright

Well smile because you're the deer in the headlights

It's suffocating to say

But the female mystique takes my breath away

So give me a smile or give me a sneer

Cause I'm trying to guess here

Tell me again was it love at first sight

When I walked by and you caught my eye

Didn't you know love could shine this bright

I'm sorry I ever tried (Deer in the headlights)

Tell me again was it love at first sight

When I walked by and you caught my eye

Didn't you know love could shine this bright

If life was a game,

you would never play nice

if love was a beam,

you'd be blind in both eyes

Put your sunglasses on

Cause you're the deer in the headlights

You're the deer in the headlights

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/deer-in-the-headlights-lyrics-owl-city.html ]

MAN i love this song....

Cause........

that's for me to know,and for you to find out :D

2011-06-06T00:02:00.001+08:00

hey yo!!!

went out with mummy today :D

haha:D

3 MARVELOUS books:

first off: NERDS,
BY: Michael BUCKLEY
*my youngest sis wanted it....

followed by : The Matchbreaker
BY: Chris MANBY
*my second sis introduction!!!!
and i like it :D

last but not least : Pride and Prejudice
BY: Jane AUSTEN
*wanted to read this long long time ago!!!!
yay!!!! finally bought it!!! :P

i'm one happy girl :D

2011-06-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

Only when there is love, will there TRULY be hate... :D

2011-06-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

yo!

even thought we are starting to talk a tiny itsy bit,
i'm HAPPY!!!

but, afterall....
it feels quite awkward!!!!

haha...
going back to sch tomorro wif vvh and wk to study....
haha..

hope will be productive!!!!

<3 ILY <3

"only love can say,
try again or walk away" only love :D

sad

2011-06-01T21:41:00.002+08:00

haizz...

i have never meant all of those things to happen...

but now,
she dun even talk to me le....

wad can i do???

just as i thought the matter is clearing up,
i've made it worst...

sad....

nevermind...
i guess i'll just have to do things 1 at a time...

2011-05-30T12:15:00.001+08:00

i feel so bad...

AND MY EYES HURTS LIKE HELL!!!!

as usual...

*can't stop the running tap!!!!

2011-05-28T21:01:00.004+08:00

enought of the depressing posts...

anyway,
i chanced upon a book named :This Is My Story
author: Kasandra Kong

SCOPE:Love, Sex & Betrayal - The true story of a 22-year-old Singaporean girl. Kasandra shares the temptations, pitfalls and falling in love, losing her virginity, and the inability to get out of the Love-Trap. She survies a miscarriage, an abortion and multiple suicides, till her triumphant rise as an author who finally establishes her self-worth.

i'm looking forward in reading her books :D

2011-05-28T20:56:00.002+08:00

yo!!!!

i came back after doing project...

was kinda depressed...

i dun understand....

i want to help with the project....
but there is just so many things that i dun know...

but when i see something that i can do to help,
someone else takes the job....

but now....
i feel guilty...
and scared...
afraid of the peer evaluation...

haizz....

2011-05-27T14:26:00.000+08:00

YO!!!!!

now got FLORA sitting beside me.. :D

we all now playing GAMES on facebook:D!!!!!!

~~~~~~~~~~FLORA~~~~~~~~~~~~

2011-05-26T22:04:00.001+08:00

you can feel most alive when attending a funeral. (anonymous)

Trademark - Only Love [video lyrics]

2011-05-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

Zhaoxun's intro :D

2011-05-25T22:28:00.002+08:00

"When you love someone and the person doesn't love you back, it hurts!
But when you are jus like a sandwich being in the middle, it sucks!
There is jus one person who loves you so much but you jus doesn't love him, he jus keeps on pestering you!!
Once holidays comes, he will always msg you...
It hurts to love someone,
but it is good when you are loved!!
Loving someone is happy but when the person don't love you back, it hurts!
No matter what he DOES, it always look good to you when he does things!

But just when you keep on loving him...
One day he will realize about you, and starts to love you back~~

Though someday we are still gonna separate, but i hope we could stay in touch...
As long as you still luv miie, i hope you tell me so!
you can change a person's mind if the person felt that it is too tired of waitin for you.
It makes our relationship easier if only the person love you back when the person realise how much you love him/her~ "

something that my junior posted in FB...
credits: Qing Wei!!! <3

Owl City- Deer In The Headlights (Full)

2011-05-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

2011-05-25T21:38:00.003+08:00

On My Own lyrics
Eponine:

And now I'm all alone again nowhere to turn,
no one to go to....
without a home, without a friend, without a face to say hello to...
And now the night is near,
Now I can make believe he's here....

Sometimes I walk alone at night,
When everybody else is sleeping...
I think of him and then I'm happy with the company I'm keeping...
The city goes to bed...
And I can live inside my head....

On my own,
Pretending he's beside me...
All alone I walk with him till morning....
Without him, I feel his arms around me,
And when I lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me.......

In the rain the pavement shines like silver,
All the lights are misty in the river....
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me forever and forever.....

And I know it's only in my mind...
That I'm talking to myself and not to him.....
And although I know that he is blind,
Still I say, there's a way for us!

I love him but when the night is over,
He is gone,
The river's just a river.....
Without him the world around me changes,
The trees are bare and everywhere,
The streets are full of strangers....
I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life,
I've only been pretending
Without me,
His world would go on turning,
A world that's full of happiness
that I have never known

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own!......

2011-05-24T21:10:00.002+08:00

I'm diverting my eyes away.....
it is not that i wouldn't see you,
but because i'm afraid to see you....

when i appear like i dun care,
deep in me,
i really cared...

[FirstStep♪03:12] Imagine by CN Blue [english subs | romanisation]

2011-05-23T12:43:00.000+08:00

Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me - Flute

2011-05-23T12:27:00.000+08:00

Bruno Mars Just the way you are (trumpet version)

2011-05-23T12:24:00.000+08:00

DEPRESSED....

2011-05-22T16:08:00.005+08:00

Yo!!!!
started school....
it started quite well...
made new friends, met primary school friends...
meeting new ppl is fun!!!

anyway....
haizzz...
now with my new group of friends, i found out that i'm like the odd one out...
i never knew wad and how to start a conversation...
haizzz...
they are always talking together but i'm always there...
like a wall....

this is so depressing...
D:

and again,
the same problem is always there...

i wanna find someone with the personality as HT....
Or VIVIAN...
then again...
time is wad that have led me to them...

i think that in band, it is way easier for me to find friends...

i think none of them will ever have the chance to read this....
i wanna speak up...
but......

being treated like invisible is so unbearable that it hurts...

2011-01-30T20:56:00.003+08:00

being at home and feeling aimless now feels horrible....

i wanna get busy all over again!!!!!
back to de daes with schoolwork,band,Band, BAnd,BANd and MORE BAND!!!

i've never felt so aimless before....

2011-01-10T22:46:00.011+08:00

today is de release of O'LVL results...

some of de results were quite disappointing...

but results are results...
we'll just have to face de truth...

i do sound depressing don't i...
haha...
i think that perhaps my fever is causing de moody mood...

i guess i'm just very moody with wad have happened today...

i have to admit...
VVh look tougher than she seems..
i can totally feel what she is feeling now...
she is really tougher than me...

ok...
thats all i wanna say...

我真的是有眼无珠。。。
how can a person change so much??!!!
you are so MEAN!!!!
return me my own buddy!!!!!

things have changed....
And so did people...

as things will change for better and for de worst...
But do people have to change for de worst???
even with the ability to think and to choose??

2011-01-08T15:58:00.004+08:00

todae,
after being appointed librarian of Ping Yi Alumni Band,

i thought back abt being a librarian in the band at first..
i really felt retarded as i did alot of nonsensical stuff,
after being appointed at first..

i thought really hard...
i really feel that i didn't do a good job especially in sec 3...

caused alot of trouble...
i was really in a loss...

i'm glad that i have somewhat done better in sec 4 than 3...

i really REALLY felt RETARDED while thinking back...

from now on,
i really want to do everything in my best effort...

because there is really no point regretting what you have done...
NO POINT CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK!!!!!!!

thats all 4 todae!!!

2011-01-07T20:32:00.004+08:00

hi!!!!

today, vivian,xiaoqi,liangduan,me,and mitchell went for tp open house...

photo that you see up there, was taken and edited form 2D to 3D!!!!

3D Interactive M edia Technology :)

use de 3D spex to see!!!!

today was awfully fun!!!!

2011-01-06T00:28:00.004+08:00

hi....
currenty , it 12:30 ....

yesterdae, i really couldn't sleep...

was very uncertain about the-soon-to-be-released o'lvl result....
was thinking about the probability of hitting my target ...
was worried about how much will de result affect me....
is VVH going to be ok with her result???
can we still be as close as now???

haizz...
i really don't know...

so, i'm going to prepare myself well for what is to come..
i wanna make new friends and stuff.. :)

a few more days...
*4 to be exact...
will we meet all of the teachers and everyone's target???

best thing to do: don't think too much!!!!

be +ve!!!!

2011-01-03T11:51:00.003+08:00

ok... hi everyone... i'm starting my blog again , due to SOMEONE's persistent calling to revive this blog....
everything is going to restart,
i've changed for de better, aand is currently waiting for my o level's results....
anyway, i really hope i get in to de course i wan, with my best buddies of course.. :P

and since its a new start, i've deleted my old posts!!! :)

REFLECTION FOR DE PREPARATION OF O LVL:
first of all...
i feel that i've improved alot from sec 3...
from everything from a fail for every subjects,
i gradually got better,
especially for Add-math...
i thought i would drop the subject and would never get a pass or above for it...
but after having tuition for a month during december 2009,
i improved...
eventhough i failed de retest...
after that,
i continued having tuition...
and walah!!!!
i got my first A1!!!!
that really improved my confidence...
after that,
my result stays stagnant...

then i buck up on my science after dropping for pure to combine science...
it gradually improved and got better!!!!
MORE CONFIDENCE!!!
haha..

so, it short, everything got better..
*(except for my combine humanitites that is)
but , i really did try my best.... :P

bye now!!!!

2010-09-27T20:50:00.001+08:00

hi!!

anyway...
i dunno why i'm posting after this long period... haha!!

20+++
more days to o-levels!!!
jia you!!!